You really need to develop the attitude of facing and living each day as if it were your last day. On that basis what would you do, what would your priority be.
Would you spend it lazing around? Or would you want your life to count for something?
Then get up and go to it. You sound like you’re so stuck in a rut and bored out of your skull with the live you’re living.
It seems like you really need to shake things up and see what falls out and what sticks. Change it up, do something different, meet some new people. Change your direction, do something different.
Be adventurous, be bold and get to see life from a different perspective. I hope those two insights help you to find a new perspective for yourself.
